our irresponsible queer culture lubricant, not water soluble, totally irrisponsible, but superhorny queercult lubricantviolating all Fuckbook terms
a counterweight fighting the pathetic normality that the current young homo nerd generation wants us all to fit in,if only ! fortunately there are some critical dirty old men left who feel the suit-and-tie normalos are 'spoiling it for us pervs'and hinder our 'sexual rebelclub'
take it from "the dirty old grandfather of vitriolic queer culture reviews"it will move your ass more substantially than twink dickies will ever be able to
For Delft viewers: this page is off limits to discriminating under 28 fake faggots.they're welcome when they grow up and stop discriminating
Why so much sex? because it is the only thing we homos are creative in, excell at,and do not want it hidden under a normalo marital duvet
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Mind you, I'm an over-aged un-compromising PRrr man (public rrelations prrrson) meaning I mostly only get recognition from anarchist pigs
Sex obsessed, depraved, one track minded, irrepressible ? Fine!Why is it that heterosexuals never feel that way about themselves?
3-11-'24 finale
Prbably the last entry I will make here, as I'm moving to the paliative dept. of Bielslandhof next week, with possibly ethanasia as finale.
To keep things a bit optimistic, a selfy shot 5 decades ago:
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16-10-'24 fiilum
this wednesday 20u45 at DWH:
Again a whole week for another update, the energy just isn't there every day.
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11-10-'24 Erica:
My downstairs neighbour Eric got an award for his relentless volunteer work at DWH:
Again a whole week for another update, the energy just isn't there every day.
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09-10-'24 fillum:
at our faggot movie theater, Lange Geer 22 Delft, 20u45, free entry,
Sorry for not updating sooner, the jaundice caused by a bile channel blockage due to the tumer, took a full week to get sorted.
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08-10-'24 monday's music
all old fart stuff I listen to on the old 192 veronica and Caroline here at Bieslandhof.
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31-9-'24 fillum:
at our faggot movie theater, Lange Geer 22 Delft, 20u45, free entry,
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30-9-'24 monday's music
Rod Argent was the keyboard genius of the band, but Colin was the lead singer::
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29-9-'24 sunday's
ass worship:
LudovicdeSaintSernin's Fall/Winter 2024 collection brought out the more sensitive side of sexy. Quote: "The French designer's eponymous label took their signature eroticism to new heights with a tribute to Robert Mapplethorpe, embracing both domination and delicacy in the legendary":
and loads more fag art from the Tom, like this one, after Rex :
PIETRO SPIRITO (France),with his bunny art won in the sculpture catagory at the tomoffinland emerging-artist-competition-2024
NSNS [nosoxnosex] (Belgium), Wonderland: I’'ll Sell You Dreams and New Desires:
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27-9-'24 weekend
fall is setting in:
As we draw a close to this Mensis Horribilis, I must say it also had loads of good in it:
Forging new contacts between generations, with loads of laughter too!
here are some pix of the Oostsingel block party last weekend:
Don't worry too much if there is no new entry fo a few days, as a new chemo session is planned next week.
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25-9-'24 fillum
a bit of confusion; the movie I showed the trailer of last week is playing this wednesday, giving me a chance to show the delicious oscar winning main lead, Ben Wishaw in all his glory:
and you know what?
even though I'm in hospital, I'm still voting (with 5 stars) along with the guys present at DWH !
Ladies and gentlemen, filth fanatics and weirdos, John Waters, the distinguished Duke of Dirt, and the infamous director of such legendary cult film classics as PINK FLAMINGOS and FEMALE TROUBLE, welcomes you to The Mahoning Drive-In Theater this weekend, Sept 27 & 28!
Exhumed Films couldn't be more excited to be bringing one of our "midnight movie" heroes back for another wild weekend of his films and more for THE JOHN WATERS FILTHY FILM FESTIVAL PART II ! Please read on for more important info about the show!
John Waters will be appearing LIVE and IN PERSON, introducing films MULTIPLE MANIACS, CECIL B DEMENTED, SERIAL MOM and POLYESTER and two films personally picked by the Pope of Trash for your perverted pleasure !
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23-9-'24 monday music mayhem
I know, I've showed them here before, but having plenty of time listening to the good old Adje Bouwman and Veronica 192 radio, I realised again Steve Marriott was one of the great gifts to the 60's pop:
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22-9-'24 sunday worship
Continueing on yesterday's entry:
Guy Burch, long time fetish buddy and Rex friend also was off to ShowStudio in Victoria yesterday evening
to take part in a panel discussion about 'Shadow Banning' with Durk Dehner of the Tom Foundation. This is the issue with platforms refusing to allow art featuring nudity or erotica. Very good exhibition there accompanying their festival events in London. Sooo sad not to be able to be there; it's a theme on which I have strong opinions!
Anyway, as always, the whole weekend looks incredible, sadly it's the first one I've missed!
a work by Guy, depicting the legendary London Backstreet Bar:
and his portrait:
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21-9-'24 weekend
After 2 weeks in hospital and more to come at Bieslandhof Delft care center, I can't tell enough of how I miss my daily walks through Delfts' streets and Delftse Hout,
so excuse me for forwarding the old fart icon (and friend) Andre van Duyn, sailing along our front door on our Schie canal:
But also doing this web-blog: yes it continues on a semi active way, but my focus on homo-erotic art is fading.
In that I'm not helped by my buddies at the Tom of Finland Foundation, as they, to get their message spread, bow to the horror of family/religion/republican friendly prudish censorship. Sure, I love to promote this weekend's London Festival, but not with badges, covering crotches. SO here are some artists participating with deliciously explicit genitalia:
meanwhile, coming up, Octoberfest at DWH:
also an Ensor trip to Antwerp might be worthwhile:
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19-9-'24 art
r.i.p. Peter Klashorst:
this weekend:
Tom of Finland Art & Culture Festival 2024 18th-22nd September London:
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18-9-'24 fillum
This wednesday at our cozy faggot movie theater:
Also got a sweet card from all of the DWH:
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16-9-'24 a bit of a mashup
Am in hospital right now so you've missed the daily entries, over the past week of HEAVY chemo,
for pancreas cancer,
but today I'm just fit enough to throw in some stuff.
and this sunday in the Radio London top 40 they reminded me ho good the dmall faces were:
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3-9-'24 fillum
this wednesday 20u45 at our Delft faggot movie space LG22, a Bulgarian summer idille ?
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3-9-'24 Xtra
When you really need your friends: as I'm starting the Chemo treatment of my pancreas cancer this week, the dinnerclub buddies gave me a "kitchen team-clean" as birthday present. And this surely is the best and most original present they ever thought of. Soooo grateful !
obviously, the same appreciation is due to many others, buuf Eric, art buddy Ton, Jos, Gé & René, DWH filmclub, LG33,
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2-9-'24 Monday Music Mayhem
after a full week of 50 years back time-machine, Veronica is back with its normal schedule, with every sunday at 1 pm CET replays of the gorgeous top 40 of wonderfull Radio London
just one more little bit of Dutch radio history :
the Adje Bouwwman remix of one of the songs that was legendary last century,
because he hated the single release that shortened the guitar solo, cut out the drum solo, and was split over the a- and b side:
meanwhile, Jos came up with this song that proved to be a favorite of his and mine;
Here's Jos's Dutch vocal version
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1-9-'24 sunday worship
above and below, 2 x Roger Payne
Galery Ramakers Celebrating 30 years Galerie Ramakers today:
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29-8-'24 weekend
returning to normal'' after a hectic dramatic birthday:
but still going all sentimental on good old Veronica all of this weekend:
Saturday on the 192 radio channels:
11-12 Helene en Niels met veel interviews van oud medewerkers.
12-13 Tineke en A3
13-14 Tineke met Live verbinding Museum Rock Art
14-15 A3
15-16 Leo vd Goot
16-17 Rob Stenders
17-18 Laatste Uur
18-19 1ste Uur VOO
19-23 (repeats)
23-24 AMBTT
24-01 AMBTT
even on public radio they declared august 31 dag-van-de-zeezenders
with, from 6 till 18u : dj's Jan Rietman, Felix Meurders, Erik de Zwart (live from the ship), Hans Schiffers en Bart van Leeuwen
also on 192 tv (channel 610 on Ziggo) from 12.00 till 20.00 the surviving mastheads of the station, Tineke de Nooij, Lex Harding en Ad Bouman, at Landgoed De Salentein in Nijkerk, these radio legends who started their careers at offshore radio, will also be joining in and look back on their best years.
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28-8-'24 fillum
at our faggot movie theater LG 22 20u45, Lange Geer 22 Delft, 28 august, free entry, To Wong Foo :
was at the Academy Museum in LA last fall: just this hilarious exhib alone is worth the trip !
but a visit to the Tom of Finland House in Echo Park also is a must !
(on a hilltop just off the east part of Sunset Blvd)
click below image to enlarge:
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27-8-'24 delftboys still remains dedicated to faggot art
read the Rex obit by Jack Fritcher by clicking imafe below:
meanwhile, due to global warming, the summerheat art section is extended a bit:
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26-8-'24 monday music mayhem
Also celebrating the 50th anniversary of Veronica's last hours with its most annoying commercial, Nur Die stockings:
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25 8-'24 sunday worship
Since it's my birthday this sunday, and possibly my last, why not celebrate our faggot final desination,
also the name of the club that played such a huge rol in my and many other pervert's history : Purgatory:
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22 8-'24 weekend
Sunday it's my birthday party:
the crying is about the fact that this may be my last birthday, due to recently diagnosed pancreas cancer.
dinner at
hope the wheather is nice enough to sit here:
Also will officially sign my will this friday.
Saturdaynight on BBC 2:
also, from this sunday our Dutch landmark radiostation, celebrates the 50est anniversary of it being taken off the air by the then socialist/gggristian governement, by re-playing the entire last week of broadcasting from the Norderney ship off the Scheveningen coast. Listen to it worldwide here:
also all other commercial and public radiostations, like NPOradio5, radio 538 ( the last wavelenght of the ship's transmitter ), Caroline, radio West and many others, will have many hours to commemorate the loss of the station that set the marks for all Dutch radiostaions of today (and still does)
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21-8-'24 Xtra
this wednesday due to the Owee no fillum at DWH, so instead a little inspiring swim clip:
and a romantic full movie right here:
Last sunday, the view from my O-134 windows:
always nice that they choose our corner for the release of superfluous fluids:
here's the extended dwh/outsite clip shot by benedenbuuf Eric:
and last night at Lange Geer 22 the legendary traditional Bingo,
where all guys with false bingo's get delicately bare-assed (?) spanked by ZsaZsa:
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19-8-'24 Monday Music Mayhem
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18-8-'24 Sunday Worship
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15-8-'24 weekend
During the Schiediner and the parade, this sunday you can enjoy a BBQ along the water and in the meantime all kinds of associations from Delft will pass by in a parade to show who they are and what they stand for to all prospective students.
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14-8-'24 fillum
this wednesday, 14 august at our faggot movie theater, Lange Geer 22 delft, starting 20u45:
and note: next week, 21 augustus, there's OWee, new students week, so No FILM !
25 queer movies that could be shown at LG22
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12-8-'24 monday music mayhem
Lil Nas X's favorite song:
and one of mine:
Dutch classix :
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11-8-'24 sunday
or maybe after they ate the apple ?
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8-8-'24 weekend
Golden Shower sunday at the Boss:
another Caroline live from the Ross Revenge weekend, with my fav. 70's DJ Emperor Rosco, for 3 hours, as only one not from the ship, but live from his home in LA, so it's starting saturday 7AM CET, 6AM GMsT and 10 PM friday Pacific time listen to in on 648 AM, DAB in the UK and online on the Caroline North channel:
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7-8-'24 fillum
this wednesday 20u45 at our faggot movieroom, free entry:
on my wishlist, from last year's Sundance, Rotting, so a must-see :
sweet as poop ? :
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5-8-'24 monday music mayhem
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4-8-'24 sinday worship
I'm bored to death by the Olympic media hijack, but make an exception for diving, as obviously does Kyrill
who will fall furst, the popie or us "froggy" ?
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2-8-'24 more Canalpride weekend
to get inspred for your Amsterdam visit, do read the Winq article on the great fun to be had at their famous urinals:
couldn't find a decent clip of senior pride '24 yet, but here's a mini compilation of last year:
the main and surprise act this year was dear old Bonny Saint Clair, with Bob Sikkes of 'Kijken zonder Kopen' as Dr. Barnard :
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1-8-'24 Canalpride weekend
this thursday, the Senior Pride concert will take place at Nieuwmarkt in Amsterdam, starting at 6:00 PM.
with a.o. surprise act, Sven Ratzke :
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and Good old Bonny St. Clair :
while on your way there, do stop by at Mai Gallery, Geldersekade 30 where Ton of Holland is showing his Medical body Jewels
or even better, visit the entire art route:
and on saturday the (in)famous boat parade, which I watch on AT5 A'dams local TV channel :
last year I sailed with the Poz & Proud crew was '22 :
meanwhile in San Francisco:
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31-7-'24 fillum
this wednesday at DWH, Lange Geer 22 Delft 20u45 another classic:
Tchaikovsky, The Tragic Life of a Musical Genius. A mysterious, troubled, and brilliant Russian composer Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky created an emotional array of compositions that captured both his inner demons as well as the time period he lived through. It's both a creative imagining of what Tchaikovsky's turmoil might have been like as well as a detailed analysis of what made his music so special.
Discussion of Tchaikovsky's personal life, especially his sexuality, has perhaps been among the most extensive of any composer in the 19th century and certainly of any Russian composer of his time. It has also at times caused considerable confusion, from Soviet efforts to expunge all references to homosexuality and portray him as a heterosexual, to efforts at analysis by Western biographers.
Tchaikovsky lived as a bachelor for most of his life. In 1877, at the age of 37, he wed a former student, Antonina Miliukova. The marriage was a disaster. Mismatched psychologically and sexually, the couple lived together for only two and a half months before Tchaikovsky left, overwrought emotionally and suffering from acute writer's block. Tchaikovsky's marital debacle may have forced him to face the full truth about his sexuality.
Tchaikovsky's final relationship was with his 21 year old nephew Vladimir Davydov and his feelings expressed about Davydov in letters to each other has been cited as evidence for romantic love between the two. The full tv series:
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Thought the last narrowminded christian had passed away, choking on his buttplug,
but appearantly,
some people still took offence around the Da Vinci last supper parody at the Olympics show.
forgetting that we faggots have decades of these parodies behind us:
funniest of all is this Spitting Image vidclip :
to remind you of the July summer/beach/swim art series, and also that the Olympic male diving competition starts july 29, 11am , here's a tasty underwater vidclip:
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26-7-'24 a Paris
Daley is one of the few participants I'll be watching:
there could be so much more interesting stiff stuff in the origfinal Greek tradition:
hear all about Daley's cocksocks or willywarmers :
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25-7-'24 1st pride weekend A'dam
With Amsterdam Pride, there's an exposition about Queer & Pride art at the Stedelijk Museum A'dam.
DWH AA is organizing a group visit to the museum.
The expositions contain some of the works from Keith haring, Felix de Rooy, Andy Warhol, Anneke van der Veer, Marlow Moss, Nicolaas Warb and many more! Come to discover how gender, sexuality and queerness play a changing role in art over the years.
DWH will be travelling as group from Delft CS on Sunday July 28th.
(yes, trains resume this sunday)
Marc DeBauch is excited to be exhibiting:
with Henning von Berg, Lars Deike and Ivan Bubentcov along with 40 other talented LGBTQ artists in
The Pride Art Berlin exhibition!
It's free entry, Söhtstr. 7, 12203 Berlin July 18,20,21 26, 27, 28.
Ton's body Jewels are on show on friday and saturday 13-18u at MAI gallery, Geldersekade 30 Amsterdam
click:
meanwhile in San Francisco:
with Josh Katz :
and :
and Rockwell inspired Oscar Zamora Graves :
meanwhile, this sunday the BBC series Lost Boys and Fairies will start shoewing on Dutch Public TV, npo 3, 22.15-23.20 :
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24-7-'24 fillum
at the DWH faggot movie screen, Lange Geer 22 Delft, 20u45, free entry :
there's also a remastered Taxi zum Klo:
here's a vintage tune by Scott Joplin that got popular in 1974 through the movie 'The Sting' with Robert Redford, who I got quite a crush on back then. He went on to initate the Sundance festival, that was the launchpad of many a faggot movie over the years.
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22-7-'24 monday cuntry music mayhem
click for vid:
"spunk covered by a hunk" :
Orville Peck's cover (and duet) of the legendary Willy Nelson song :
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Walking to my wednesday tech and lights maintenance job at Vermeer Center Delft, I crossed a really nice youth orchestra, doing classical works but also this song by Marc Ronson and Bruno Mars:
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18-7-'24 weekend
At Gallery MAI, Geldersekade 30 Amsterdam,
Ton of Holland invites us to his morning vernissage on 20 july, 11.00 AM
here's a clip from the previous version of this exhib at Rademakers Galery in den Haag:
meanwhile saturdaynight, bring your speedos, or hot nudy outfit to Lange Geer 22 to dive in the pool, from 22u:
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17-7-'24 fillum
recent 2024 fag films to watch.
but this wednesday at our faggot movie room at DWH, Lange Geer 22 Delft 20u45 free entry:
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16-7-'24 read
Read about the true history of faggot pride Amsterdam
through the words of Steve Malenka, one of the true pioneers.
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15-7-'24 pridish monday music
We haven't seen her perform for almost twenty years, but it will happen during the Milkshake and Pride Amsterdam festivals: Vanessa (also known as Connie Witteman) is back! "It seems like faggots understand better how to enjoy life."
"I already performed during Pride in 2005 with the version of 'Upside Down' from 1982. We recently heard the old hits from the 80s with a modern beat. That sounded cool! So we decided to re-record three songs: 'Upside Down', 'Dynamite' and 'Cheerio'. In the studio within two hours all three were done. At the same pitch as in 1982! I never expected that, because I'm really hoarse.
"I often think straight people smell like Brussels sprouts, if you know what I mean. Before I had kids, I always said I wanted a gay son with curly hair; it worked! "
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14-7-'24 sunday worshit
When fascism surfaced in America, the GOP denied it was that and claimed it was just Conservative Christianity.
read :
read more en Français :
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11-7-'24 weather
My front desk colleage at Vermeer Center Delft lives in the appartment building across the Schie canal, right opposite my home:
From my windows I cannot see over that building, but she was able to capture the threatening summerstorm skies abouve our city center from hers:
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10-7-'24 weekend
this sunday afternoon, another chance to immerse yourself in delicious liquids at de Boss fetishbar den Haag
even though it's been my fav sunday event for years, due to my current health situation, I will not be there this time.
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9-7-'24 fillum
at our cozy faggot theater during this football overkoaded week, we have a classic:
starts 20u45 and free entry al Lange Geer 22 Delft.
and you may remember this movy has a delicious soundtrack as well:
you might also want to know thw original cast is working on a sequel:
as many have seen this classic film earlier, I added an 55 min. vidchat of Bruce LaBruce and Gustavo Vinagre:
besides this interview (in vid or text), there's much more to enjoy about explicit faggot film in
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9-7-'24 genoeg !
feel so priviiledged to never have been part of the footbal Gorrilla community, but I do feel proudly outspoken Dutch!
and pervert:
and Joan Rivers, when she wasn't dead yet:
another long term survivor, Jerney Kaagman turns 77 on today.
Therefore, by popular request, the repeat of Spotlight on Earth & Fire, from 10 p.m. on 192TV.
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8-7-'24 monday musick
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7-7-'24 worship
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5-7-'24 lack of summer
when do we need hot inspiring faggot summer imagery most ? Not when we're basking in the sun ourselves, but on a wet windy cold weekend like this. So let's escape to our summer gallery:
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4-7-'24 weekend
friday at DWH the old farts bar night:
this saturday our local hero Jeroen Manders is singing his way through the Delft canals:
Find him under Duo Heer Halewijn:
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3-7-'24 fillum
this wednesday, july 3rd at our faggot theater, Lange Geer 22 Delft, 20u45, free entry:
plus 3 shorts from Boys on Film 23:
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2-7-'24 Pijpelijntjes
Sadly our greatest gay pioneer writer, whose poetry is cast in pink marble at our Amsterdam homomonument, is not only claimed by the Dutch gays, but also by the Jewish community, who rather than recognise de Haan's inclusivity, rather, to this day keep arguing about his zionist or pro palestinian convictions. Anything but come to terms woith the fact he was an out-proud uncompromising faggot.
Last saturday, the exact 100th anniversary of his assasination in what is now Israel, some fragments from Jacob Israël de Haan's Pijpelijntjes were read very impressively.
I feel, the most touching, and deliciously erotic part of the novel is told in the fragment of the meeting of Sam with businesboy Koos, from 6m26s:
" Koos stood in the doorway, shivering with his hands in his pocket.
"So, why are you standing here?"
"They wouldn't let me in because you weren't home."
"Oh, that's good... but come along"
I also lit the large lamp in the room, now I could see him clearly.
What was he beautiful and wonderfully beautiful. . .
his eyes flashed golden-light brown. I put the jug on the table,
I lay down on the sofa, trembling weakly, my voice fading.
'Did you do it right?'
"Yes, sir."
'Very good?'
"Yes sir, shall I undress?"
'Yes that is good.'
He quickly undressed... his jacket, his vest... his shirt, his shirt. Brown beautiful
naked exposed his chest with a fine reflection of lamplight and slowly enjoying it
I looked at it. His neck was straight and shadowless below the collarbone.
"Is it okay?"
'So far, so take off the rest.'
He took off his shoes, his stockings, kicked off his tops, the thick brown
underpants. Now I saw him completely in a tingling haze of golden-brown joy.
"Move out of the light... like this, a little more to the right."
He stood still in the unmoving shadow and I looked at him... what a beautiful boy...
how slim and strong-muscled he was. My breath was hot and I was standing violently
desire to take him and kiss him, everywhere.
'Koos, come here.' "Yes, sir."
But I regained my cool composure towards the purchased boy when I calmed down said:
"It's okay, I thought I saw a dirty spot."
He stood, trembling softly, in the black lampshade.
'Just sit down and if you want to drink, you can drink... put on that white cloth
I just want you to smell good and then you will stink too.'
Lit strangely white, he sat by the table in bright gold lighting and drank.
In the meantime we talked a bit.
"What do you do with the money?"
"I don't know yet... I'll give it to my girl."
"So you have a girl... certainly a different one every night."
"No sir, I've had the same one for more than a year now, we might get married soon."
'Okay, it's okay... just drink something, you still have half an hour to drink,
but then it has to be over.'
Slowly he drank himself more drunk, and the golden glow of his became more beautiful
eyes that glittered strangely wide and hazily, but then gleamed tightly into one
drunkenness. His slender body trembled under the white cloth, which lay lightly folded along him
fell off. Finally he stopped drinking and let his arm hang limply. It was time.
I quietly went over to him and let him stand up.
Warm white gin scent was pleasant from his mouth.
Then beautifully dark bronzed, I laid him on the sofa and tossed the white cloth away from him. "
You can find the full book PDF in Dutch here.
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1-7-'24 monday music mayhem
starting with my downstairs neighbour (benendenbuuf) clip from his visit to Troye Sivan in Amsterdam:
the sunday afternoon Glast Piramid main stage act yesterday was :
still a great fan of above Robert Palmer parody
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Where's the delftboys faggot art? For now still at delftboys.com :
a big change here since april: our old URL, queerlog.nl, went offline .
but a new faggot art selection is already building up right here, at art'24,
as delftboys.com will also fall in the fall, you still have some months to peruse the db/queerart masterclass-content.
yours, in sodomy . . .
with homo-erotic art, no less
Queer culture without cock and balls ?
That's called CASTRATION !
why do that to yourselves?
Invoking 'god' is merely an attempt to avoid clear and critical thinking and to abrogate personal responsibility for one's own choices; It's the ultimate retreat of the intellectually lazy. It also provides an unfortunate comparsion with the sorts of theocratic regimes abroad of which we are rightly critical.
my religion: priapism!
politically correct
is the most dangerous infection,
first symptoms:
blocking creativity,
spontaneity, candour,
vigilance, economic renewal
and is spreading like wildfire
in the gaiii community and
it's more contageous then any STD!
Prbably the last entry I will make here, as I'm moving to the paliative dept. of Bielslandhof next week, with possibly ethanasia as finale.
and loads more fag art from the Tom, like this one, after Rex :
PIETRO SPIRITO (France),with his bunny art won in the sculpture catagory at the 
NSNS [nosoxnosex] (Belgium), Wonderland: I’'ll Sell You Dreams and New Desires:
fall is setting in:
As we draw a close to this Mensis Horribilis, I must say it also had loads of good in it:
Don't worry too much if there is no new entry fo a few days, as a new chemo session is planned next week.
and you know what?
Ladies and gentlemen, filth fanatics and weirdos, John Waters, the distinguished Duke of Dirt, and the infamous director of such legendary cult film classics as PINK FLAMINGOS and FEMALE TROUBLE, welcomes you to 
to take part in a panel discussion about 'Shadow Banning' with Durk Dehner of the Tom Foundation. This is the issue with platforms refusing to allow art featuring nudity or erotica. Very good exhibition there accompanying their festival events in London.
Anyway, as always, the whole weekend looks incredible, sadly it's the first one I've missed!
and his portrait:
meanwhile, coming up, Octoberfest at DWH:
also 
this weekend:
Am in hospital right now so you've missed the daily entries, over the past week of HEAVY chemo,
When you really need your friends:
obviously, the same appreciation is due to many others, buuf Eric, art buddy Ton, Jos, Gé & René, DWH filmclub, LG33,
above and below, 2 x Roger Payne
Galery Ramakers Celebrating 30 years Galerie Ramakers today:
even on public radio they declared august 31 
also on 192 tv (channel 610 on Ziggo) from 12.00 till 20.00 the surviving mastheads of the station, Tineke de Nooij, Lex Harding en Ad Bouman, at Landgoed De Salentein in Nijkerk, these radio legends who started their careers at offshore radio, will also be joining in and look back on their best years.
(on a hilltop just off the east part of Sunset Blvd)
click below image to enlarge:
read the Rex obit by Jack Fritcher by clicking imafe below:
meanwhile, due to global warming, the 
dinner at 
Also will officially sign my will this friday.
here's the extended dwh/outsite clip shot by benedenbuuf Eric:
and last night at Lange Geer 22 the legendary traditional Bingo,
where all guys with false bingo's get delicately bare-assed (?) spanked by ZsaZsa:
or maybe after they ate the apple ?
another Caroline live from the Ross Revenge weekend, with my fav. 70's DJ Emperor Rosco, for 3 hours, as only one not from the ship, but live from his home in LA, so it's starting saturday 7AM CET, 6AM GMsT and 10 PM friday Pacific time listen to in on 648 AM, DAB in the UK and 
I'm bored to death by the Olympic media hijack, but make an exception for diving, as obviously does Kyrill
who will fall furst, the popie or us "froggy" ?
this thursday, the 
:
and Good old Bonny St. Clair :
while on your way there, do stop by at Mai Gallery, Geldersekade 30 where Ton of Holland is showing his Medical body Jewels
or even better, visit the entire art route:
and on saturday the (in)famous boat parade, which I watch on AT5 A'dams local TV channel :
last year I sailed with the Poz & Proud crew was '22 :
meanwhile in San Francisco:
above was a rehearsal for 
Thought the last narrowminded christian had passed away, choking on his buttplug,
funniest of all is this Spitting Image vidclip :
to remind you of the July 
Daley is one of the few participants I'll be watching:
there could be so much more interesting stiff stuff in the origfinal Greek tradition:
hear all about Daley's cocksocks or willywarmers :
DWH AA is organizing a group visit to the museum.
with Henning von Berg, Lars Deike and Ivan Bubentcov along with 40 other talented LGBTQ artists in
The Pride Art Berlin exhibition! 
It's free entry, Söhtstr. 7, 12203 Berlin July 18,20,21 26, 27, 28.
Ton's body Jewels are on show on friday and saturday 13-18u at MAI gallery, Geldersekade 30 Amsterdam
click:
with Josh Katz :
and :
and Rockwell inspired Oscar Zamora Graves :
meanwhile, this sunday the BBC series 
here's a vintage tune by Scott Joplin that got popular in 1974 through the movie 'The Sting' with Robert Redford, who I got quite a crush on back then. He went on to initate the Sundance festival, that was the launchpad of many a faggot movie over the years.
click for vid:
from Frank Xarate's La Boca Del DesiertofromImLetztenViertelDerNachtGodWasHere.jpg)
"Since time immemorial, women have been seen and depicted as objects in art. The mythologies and later, in the Baroque period, stories from the Bible were the allibi for men to negotiate the object of desire in its nakedness. Greek art, however, in ancient time, and thus Roman art too, negotiated nudity equally for both sexes".
©: factoryfanzine
At Gallery MAI, Geldersekade 30 Amsterdam,
Ton of Holland invites us to his morning vernissage on 20 july, 11.00 AM
here's a clip from the previous version of this exhib at Rademakers Galery in den Haag:
meanwhile saturdaynight, bring your speedos,
Read about the true history of 
through the words of Steve Malenka, one of the true pioneers.
We haven't seen her perform for almost twenty years, but it will happen during the Milkshake and Pride Amsterdam festivals: Vanessa (also known as Connie Witteman) is back! "It seems like faggots understand better how to enjoy life."
When fascism surfaced in America, the GOP denied it was that
because of the abismal summer sofar, the heartwarming 
even though it's been my fav sunday event for years, due to my current health situation, I will not be there this time.
starts 20u45 and free entry al Lange Geer 22 Delft.
as many have seen this classic film earlier,
feel so priviiledged to never have been part of the footbal Gorrilla community,
and 
Therefore, by popular request, the repeat of Spotlight on Earth & Fire, from 10 p.m. 
this saturday our local hero Jeroen Manders is singing his way through the Delft canals:
I feel, the most touching, and deliciously erotic part of the novel is told in the fragment of the meeting of Sam with businesboy Koos, from 6m26s:
but a new faggot art selection is already building up right here, at 
yours, in sodomy . . .
